|*Weekend in M'sia+my b'day*|

*Weekend in M'sia+my b'day*

Went to M'sia this weekend for my cousin's wedding.The groom and bride had to complete 2 tasks their friends had set up for them..haha...The dinner ended nearly midnite...my mom and i reached there in the afternoon...Haven been to m'sia for quite long le...wanted to go shopping....but disappointed....coz no time.....*sObz* My cousins have all grown up.....Now when every1 is together...there are so many children around....*Happy House*...haha...My young cousins they so handsome!..lolx....My aunt's hse super big...and very nice.....can hold ard 40 pple ..lol....her dog very cute also....can stand on too legs...kept jumping up and down and licking me...-.-"...as fer my b'day....i bought myself a new pair of shorts..den will be celebrating it with my mom tis cuming friday..hehe....got a few b'day wishes at midnite and morning today.....A BIG Thank You to everyone who remembered my b'day.....!!!..[I think 1 person 4got my b'day though or maybe a few...][Disappointed]

|*ANGRY*|

*ANGRY*

I am ANGRY!!!!....super angry.....it's such a disappointment.. own business more important than family?!!!....ARE YOU NUTS?!!!Know the plan 2 weeks ago and tell us onli today!!!!.....wasted our money to reserve a seat for you?!!!.....SO SELF-CENTRED?!!!Don't treat us as ur family?!!!...WHO DO YOU THINK YOU ARE?!!!Keep everything single **** to urself.......SUCH A LETDOWN TO ME!!...SUCH A DISAPPOINTMENT...CAN YOU EVER GET OVER IT?!!!...Don't even want to explain CLEARLY what u're doing..U EXPECT US TO UNDERSTAND?!!!DO YOU HAVE A BRAIN?!!!Have you ever put ur family in ur mind when making decisions?!!!."Dui de qi ni de ma ma mah?"...To think that we can rely on you.......ALWAYS SAY THAT I DUN UNDERSTAND EVEN IF YOU EXPLAIN IT.......U'RE TREATING ME AS 3 YR OLD KID?!!!ARE YOU KIDDING ME?!!!IT'S JUZ AN EXCUSE!!!
[Didn't want to use the F word becoz I dun think it's proper.][Although I am ANGRY!]

|*Hair Cut*|

*Hair Cut*

Today finally went for a hair cut after dunno how long...haha...got a fringe?....yea...den my hair a bit shorter la....-.-..anywayz.....i got my hair done 1st...den my mom got her perm.....i sat down there fer 1 hr+...watch tv...nth to do.....den finally the hairdresser asked to help her do something..actually planned to go school study but too late le....so couldn't make it....sorry arh guys...tmr den...=D
[Hope I dun lOok weird]

|* I Believe*|

* I Believe*

Have you ever reach a rainbow's end,did you find your pot of gold

Ever catch a shooting star?

Tell me how high did you soar

Ever felt like you were dreaming

Just to find that you're awake

Cuz the magic that surrounds you

Lifts you up and guides you on your way

I can see it in the star across the sky,

I dreamt a hundred thousand dreams before

Now I finally realise

See I've waited all my life

For this moment to arrive

And finally

I believe in the impossible

If I reach deep within my heart

Overcome any obstacle

Won't let this dream fall apart

See I strive to be the very best

Shine my light for all the see

Cuz anything is possible

When you believe

I can see it in the stars across the sky

I dreamt a hundred thousand dreams before

Now I finally realise

See I've waited all my life

For this moment to arrive

And finally

I believe

|*3rd Sept ' 04*|

*3rd Sept ' 04*

Just finished the English prelim paper....paper 1 was alright...but paper 2 comprehension quite difficult...do until I sleep..haha..*Sleepyhead*But summary was alright....surprisingly...hehe...Looks like there's hope manz..=D

Life's so boring now without choir practice..MISSED it a lot..LOLX..but have to miss it coz of 'O' levels...oh well.....without the training my voice now kinda Sucks..can't reach the high notes smoothly...damn....my standard is dropping again....Sad-ed..Anywayz....singing at home...ermx..it's weird..coz my walls aren't soundproof know...so outside can hear..den kind of paiseh....coz my mom's at home..haha..a bit disturbing...yea...so the only time i can pour everything out is during choir practice..yea..anywayz...i'm singing practically everyday anywayz..haha...kk...enough of that..but i really meant what I say.....[MiSses Choir PraCtIcE!!!]

My Friends(I took this at the choir bbq) 

|*DiSaPpOiNtEd*|

*DiSaPpOiNtEd*

Yea....tt's how i'm feeling rite now..disappointed,sad,confused,troubled,whateva it is...juz can't really explain it.Mix feelings,you can say..Thought t it's gonna be fun,but dun think it is though...I didn't eat much either...tot tt he would turn up but didn't coz he's got something on...it's alrite...the day has gone..perhaps not now but later...no pointing thinking back..look to the future...i guess..if only...